“The sounds were loud and the darkness great. Like thunder the doors rolled opened. The light blinded me like I was entering heaven but this was hell on earth. Three maybe four thousand people to my right and another thousand to my left. As I stepped over the bodies in the cattle cart paranoia overcame me. My very nightmare in the footage I stepped into as I stepped over death, a soul forever lost. Soldier to my front stood with weapons. A death awaited behind them and it was I that entered this place. Unforgiving stares shook me where I stood. What was this hell that surrounded me. Facing me were soldiers an army of destruction. I lingered confused, I imagined hell was beyond those gates. The soldiers tore through the crowd in search for what, I did not know. They looked on me as a pack of wolves looks on their prey, hungry. One pushed a woman and child down as if they offended him. I stood captivated at this cruel paradise. There were stars all around me but from a film they did not come. Fame did not embrace the captives in this place. They entered the gates never to be heard from again. What did they do, to deserve their fate. And I a German was still among them, the Hebrews. As I looked onward the soldiers tore through the crowd showing mercy to no one. The thru women and children down without flinching. I stood, staring in awe. One solder took a woman and threw her aside, ripping her jacket. The screams ended not. Finally I knew what fear felt like. I searched endlessly for my wife, my screams fell on the empty air above me. She wasn’t there in the crowd of women and children. Who were the demons in these sharp uniforms? Germans? No. Yes, I knew this as they spoke. “To your fucking right!” With an aggression I’ve never witnessed, they plowed through us. I screamed, “Leisle,” as a soldier approached me. My cry was met on deaf ears as she did not answer back. With a disgusting anger the soldier held me off the ground slightly, by my coat. His eyes were ice, freezing me with his glare. “If you do not move back I shall beat you where you stand.” His fists held me at my will. Blindly, I continued to shout, hoping by some small chance she would utter my name. I was wrong. As an emptiness entered me, a sharp pain met my right side as the soldier kept his word. He hit me with a fierce might seven times. Unfortunately, for him I did not fall to my knees. With one last thrust the butt of his weapon met my face. I tasted blood almost instantly. I imagined, he didn’t know my spirit, for it did not break as my skin did. With pale white skin, sapphire blue eyes, and blonde hair, my enemy looked down upon me, A vampire he stood, in a soldier’s uniform. The blood on my collar aroused him. We were mere pray in the midst of a pack of wolves, hunting and hungry. There I stood in a paradise of hell. Demons all around me. The land was also unfamiliar, surprisingly, I noticed this. I realized all too soon I was in foreign land. But the tongue wasn’t exotic to say the least. An atmosphere of confusion and chaos. I barely had a moment to think before the next blow crushed my skull, leaving me numb as my vision turned black. I understood all too well where I stood with this vampire in uniform. They were going to kill us for sure. When the light entered my eyes once again, I became aware I was about to be struck down once more. Unable to brace myself I felt nothing as the weapon met my face, I was already too numb. I had no choice but to see night, once again as my gaze broke away from the sun. I could hear him as he spat on me and said, “Stupid Jew!” I remembered the sun, for it was beautiful, as the cloud of darkness invaded my vision once more. How could he be so mistaken, I was around Jews but I was not one of them. I barely made it to my feet as I observed them. They were like peasants. Filthy faces stared onward, most of them showed no expression at all, except for the ones being harassed by the soldiers. Fear gripped the faces of the peasant Jews that stood to the front of the lines. I contemplated that toady I would be murdered by the very hands that protected my homeland. Today, God found no favor with any being in my midst. The soldiers were also damned, for they entered this land with the stench of hell, angels of death. They spoke in German to all of us, they wore the uniforms of German soldiers, but they treated us as a foreign enemy. They assaulted us as if we were armed, but weaponless we stood. It seemed that to them we were an invasion, and they’d answered us with an unmerciful ambush. Never before had I envisioned a sight like the one before me. Women and children resembled ragged dolls. And I now remembered, the corpses that lied on the bed of the cargo trailer, as I stepped over their lifeless bodies. I left what I thought was hell, only to enter the real one. The soldiers were so cruel, I reasoned they’d already understood war, they had known death long before this day. Of course, vampires only understood death for they’d never tasted life. In fact, they were death. And our graves were not far behind theirs. To me, those creatures, had died and what was left after that was staring me in the face. Their real bodies were buried some place in the trenches beyond those gates. A baby crying meant nothing to them. The one who had just attacked me was preparing to hit the man standing next to me. The sight was brutal. What bothered me the most was the thick smoke coming from the building only a distance from where I stood. What was it, a factory. Maybe we would be workers in a factory. I literally began to pray that was what it was. Later I would discover I was incredibly wrong.” +++ Shawnda McGowen (Lorelei).